You may have given up on yourself but God has not given up on you. Depression and deep sadness can cause you to despair. Do not lose heart! He is with you! He is for you! He is your constant hope! Don’t give up on yourself because God is counting on you to work with Him as He works through the circumstances of your life. Remember what Jesus went through! The Father helped Jesus! He will also help you!
“For consider Him who has endured such hostility by sinners against Himself, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.” Hebrews 12:3 (NASB)